Little Miss Fun

This song’s been stuck in my head since I heard it two Friday nights ago.
The description on Youtube reads, “…This Song Was Written By Lily Allen About Former US President George W.Bush”. Really? :
Ah well, doesn’t matter cuz Obama’s the man now…
All ritey, enjoy the song, I hope it doesn’t get stuck in your head [...]

…and can go back in time, what would you do?”
If I had a time machine, I know when I want to go back in time to and what I should have done…
But alas, there is no such machine and so now I’m to face the consequences of my actions…
Life is such.
Snap out of it and [...]

Can’t help but think that we’re really silly…
Did we take ‘us’ for granted? -wry smile-

I’m sick, down with a bout of sore throat, cough, runny nose and slight fever.

If only I could disappear just like that…

I think I would disappear for a while…
So, if you can find me, good for you; if you can’t, too bad.
Haa!

Well, if you don’t wanna read the book…
You can watch ‘The Last Lecture‘ on YouTube.

Just chatted with BFF, and am feeling a whole… multitude of emotions?
Loads of thoughts running through my mind, but I don’t know how to put them in words.
就。。。
Sigh…

This song’s so nice and catchy!

“date: a particular day, month and year…“
090909, what a nice, special… date.
No?
Believe my close friends know how I absolutely love such ‘dates’.
On this very special date, I’ve got a full day of class – 830am to 530pm.
AND I’m gonna spend it all by myself…

I wonder how you are…
-wry smile-
[...]

… Make your influence positive.

“回憶裡想起模糊的小時候
雲朵漂浮在藍藍的天空
那時的你說 要和我手牽手
一起走到時間的盡頭
從此以後我都不敢抬頭看
彷彿我的天空失去了顏色
從那一天起 我忘記了呼吸
眼淚啊永遠不再 不再哭泣
我們的愛 過了就不再回來
直到現在 我還默默的等待
我們的愛 我明白
已變成你的負擔
只是永遠 我都放不開
最後的溫暖 你給的溫暖
不要再問你是否愛我
現在我想要自由的天空
遠離開這被捆綁的世界
不再寂寞 喔”
-F.I.R., 我們的愛

你就忘了我吧。。。
我不配， 真的。。。

“有多少爱能重来?
多少人愿意等待?
失去之後才明白
走进回忆的安排
一幕一幕的对白
上演我们的未来
期待原来是一种伤害
深爱的人一离开
是我不敢
忽略你给我的爱
现在我只想　
回到最初的时候
不愿让你再泪流
寂寞之後
只有你会陪着我
现在我只想　
回到最初的时候　
我知道你还爱着我
亲爱的你
请你握紧我的手
请你看看我　
请看需要你的我
一切重头
真的需要你的我
只要你回头”
-李聖傑, 重來

“谁还记得 是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话 是我们以后的伤口
过了太久 没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手 说要一起走到最后
我们都忘了 这条路走了多久
心中是清楚的 有一天 有一天都会停的
让时间说真话 虽然我也害怕
在天黑了以后 我们都不知道会不会有遗憾
谁还记得 是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话 是我们以后的伤口
过了太久 没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手 说要一起走到最后
我们都累了 却没办法往回走
两颗心都迷惑 怎么说 怎么说都没有救
亲爱的为什么 也许你也不懂
两个相爱的人 等对方先说找分开的理由
谁还记得爱情开始变化的时候
我和你的眼中 看见了不同的天空
走的太远 终于走到分岔路的路口
是不是你和我 要有两个相反的梦
谁还记得 是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话 是我们以后的伤口
过了太久 没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手 说要一起走到最后
我和你手牵手 说要一起走到最后”
-张惠妹, 记得

No one’s gonna take care of me like he did…
Then again, everyone’s got different ways of showing their concern.
Guess I just need to… learn and adapt to the different ways (of concern) I’m receiving now?
I’ll try…

Went on the Singapore Flyer on Saturday evening.
Can now blog about my flight cuz I finally got most of the pics!
The flight was sponsored by AndrinaChan District of AIA, cash sponsor for Science FOP.

Andrina’s the girl beside me, not the lady in the red tube top, but the one behind the one in [...]

So he questioned if we were dating.
Since I told him, "Dating's fine but relationship's really unlikely..."; and there wasn't a conclusion from that sms-versation...
My answer to his question was, “就。。。没有 conclusion 啊。。。”

So insincere over sms what... :|
Haa. :P
But really, there was no conclusion...

SO, "open" dating's what I'm gonna do now.
I don't want to be in a relationship because I want my unlimited freedom and independence.
Yea yea, being in a relationship doesn't mean I lose my freedom and independence BUT it does mean I'm restricted AND I need to always think for someone else.
Think it's tiring... :|

Yadda yadda yadda, some say I'm thinking too much and should let my heart lead the way.
Naw, my mind tells me I do not have the time to work out a relationship.
I have enough commitments on hand, so nope, ain't gonna take up extra commitments!



Like what my Facebook note reads,
"What does her future hold?
That's a story left untold.

Whatever will be, will be.
The future's not ours to see.
(Doris Day's Que Sara Sara)

所以就。。。
顺其自然吧。。。"

Sern and I did lunch at Din Tai Fung before we headed to Crumpler.
Got Sern a 6 Million Dollar Home for his birthday present.
That bag's gonna contain his DSLR, speedlite and lenses. :)



Foresee we won't be meeting up for a long time - he's gonna be away at camp 8-10 July, then he'll be away at the sports captains' summit 21-24 July, camp and other activities 28 July to 8 Aug, then school starts on 10 Aug...
So well...

Hope you like the present... :)


And this song's been ringing in my head since the afternoon.
This afternoon, I found myself to be so silly, giving up everything for unlimited freedom and independence.
Sigh...

When I took the leap of faith then, I believed we were gonna make it through.
I knew you were gonna stand by me.
You didn't lose heart standing by me.
How great is your love.
Ironically, I was the one who moved away so that you couldn't stand by me through it all; I wanted my freedom and independence...



Commencement's this Thursday.
My life in NUS would officially come to an end.
But I'll still be involved in the club.
I'm also gonna be busy preparing for lessons, and getting used to my new life...
I did consider taking another leap of faith, but I don't wanna be in a relationship and don't think I'll have time to work out one...

Seeing how much time I spent preparing for a lesson - lesson plans, worksheets, notes, powerpoint slides - I really think I'm gonna be a 'Miss Tay' for a long long time...
Haa.


"一辈子两个人在一起
你说要加个或许
不是你不喜欢甜言和蜜语
只是你比较实际

两个人一辈子不分离
你问我好在哪里
不是你不期待永恒的恋曲
你说最美的爱情 叫做回忆

为何连分手都不跟我争吵
撂下一句话就想逃跑
让我爱难平恨难消情难灭梦难了心难过
你却放手一了百了

离开我你说是为了我好
可知道这句话伤人不少
就算忘不了没有大不了
反正一切都不再重要
我的心既然你全都不了
何必再继续让彼此困扰
斩断纠缠的爱
从今 就一了百了"
- 信乐团, 一了百了

I'm feeling much better today.
To think last night I was wondering what I gave up everything for now that I have all the freedom and independence I want.
And indeed, I gave up everything for all the freedom and independence I want! ;)

Life's good now. :)
I can do what I want, go out with whoever I want with no worries about someone else.
I've broken freeeeeeeeeee! :D


So yea, life's good...
happy happy, enjoy enjoy! ;)