toilet paper
i had a whole list of things i wanted to write about, but i didn't actually list them, so they're gone for the most part. i guess i'll just make this random and keep you updated on what's been going on.
so today's wednesday, though it feels like tuesday, and my head is all confused because it should be tuesday, though j and i are leaving for wisconsin tomorrow, which is thursday, but should be wednesday. it's all very hard for me to comprehend right now, and i'm not sure why, because i usually embrace change and chaos like this. regardless, tomorrow evening we have a flight out of here around 7pm, which means we won't get into wisconsin (hello, milwaukee!) until about 9:30. luckily my dad agreed to come pick us up even though it's an hour and a half drive from where they live. it's weird saying that, should i still call it home? i'd like to think i have two homes now, the one where my parents live and the one where i live with j, as my heart is in both places, but i don't actually live with my parents. it's confusing when i say "home" and i have to specify whether it's the one in wisconsin or the one in new york. hopefully i don't pick another one up somewhere down the line.
in other news, j and i have been doing a colon cleanse. i've never done one before, but i'm going to say i'm glad i don't poo this much regularly. i mean, don't get me wrong, it feels amazing to be getting rid of EVERYTHING all at once, rather than stretch it out over a long period of time, and my body definitely feels healthier, but we are running out of toilet paper. and we don't buy the shitty TP, we make sure to pamper ourselves with quilted, cushiony, soft, thick stuff, like charmin or cottonelle. that stuff is like wiping with clouds. both of us refuse to use anything that might chafe, scratch, or smear (such a nasty word) during clean up. we care about our nether-regions. my point is that this TP isn't cheap. j likes this comedian, John Pinette, who does