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One should either be a work of art, or wear a work of art.  ~Oscar Wilde Shoes I can die for at the moment... CHRISTIAN LOUBOUTINPython peep toe platform summer bootie with lace -up detail! CHRISTIAN DIORCrocodile and Stingray safari heel. CHRISTIAN DIOR Animal print Stingray goddess heel. DOLCE AND GABBANABlue crocodile sandals (MY BEST)ALEXANDER MCQUEENJet crystal bootie. D&GMiss Charles(w/multi-chain handle) D&GMiss Charles(Two-tone sequin w/chain pearl handle) D&GMiss Dog i love the shoes, i love the bags...I CAN DIE!!!!!!!!! Some accessories by DELFINA DELETTREZ I guess I am flamboyant! With love, l-o-v-e,PinkFigurine

After my ordeal with... my 'used to be The One' I've been in constant search to find the perfect song that would fit the situation I went through. A song that could relay in detail what I felt about the painful experience. I was actually this close --- to writing a song about it... but I'm no lyricist. Ha ha. I must admit, I did attempt. It's just one of those things we (or I) do when I'm lonely.  So anyway, I was listening to 89.1 last night during the long black out and I heard this song.... Listened to the lyrics intently and tried to catch the title. At long last, I have found the one chant that could best define the one emotional ride i went through with my used to be 'the one'. A song tailor fit to my exact sentiment... (Okay, I don't like posting lyrics but here I am doing it. I just have to... I really do!!! I finally found the perfect song!!!!) This is dedicated to all the girls who already had 'the one' but for some reason, it all slipped away - and you feel sucky about it!  It was and will always be known as 'The Love You Almost Never Had'. TAMIAAlmost "Just let me take the time and reminisce I miss the times that we never had What happened to us we were almost there Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had Never almost had you" "I should've went out with you/ I should've made you my boo boy/Yeah that's one time I should've broke the rules""I shoulda went on a date Shoulda found a way to escape Shoulda turned a almost into If it happend now its to late How could I celebrate a love that wasn't real""I missed the times that we almost shared I miss the love that was almost there" "At least in my dreams Just let me take the time and reminisce I miss the times that we never had What happened to us we were almost there Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had Never almost had you"

Almost 6 years have passed since my high school saga. I have vague memories of how everything took place and who I crossed paths with during my 1st & last year in Greenhills. All I know is that it was such a memorable/difficult school year for me. Although, despite the great deal of hardships and challenges, there were a handful of events and a handful of people who left nothing but good memories in my life. Some of those people I'm still close to, some, my past enemies, have turned out to be good friends and some have strayed into a different sphere - never heard from never seen since our last school year. Highschool... How and why should i talk about it? There's a million things i'd like to share... but... I'll let the pictures speak for everything instead. After my 3rd year in High School, I stopped....and did this..... Taping for our out of town challenge in Eagle Point Batangas(Me, James, Hero, Anika, Meds, Sandy, Kristine, Patrick, Cecille & Joseph) Costume photoshoot day(Me, Hero, Joseph, Ces & Sandara) Ces' birthday in Grand Boulevard Hotel(Bottom: Hero, Meds, Kristine, Anika, Erika)(Top: Sandara, Cecille, Joseph, Me, Jane) The group! Last day of shoot in Eagle Point(Sandy, Me, Kristine, Anika, James, Joseph, Hero, Meds, Ces, Patrick)I miss these people! -------------------------------------------------------------------------- Since education is my 1st priority, I had to go back to school... HERE ARE PICTURES DURING MY SENIOR YEAR IN OBGH: On the way to choir recording for the Sing Out(Micah, Me and Pat) with Micah in the ladies room ACQUAINTANCE PARTY!I was the only new student in the batch so....It was more of an Acquaintance Party for me than for anybody else. ------------------------------------------------------------- People weren't too receptive to the idea of having a 'new comer'.BUT, despite that, there were still some people who believed in me and gave me a shot to prove myself.My music teacher Ms. Ciriaco was one of them... and surpr

I'm psyched and I've got to blog about it. Tweeting and writing it on facebook is not enough... NO NO! It's not!!! I was about to sleep, when I saw Ellen Degeneres' twit announcing that she'll be the new judge in American Idol! It woke me up and now I'm too excited. Nobody knows how much I idolize her. I religiously watch The Ellen Show at 8pm or 12mn daily on 2nd Ave. it's such a good stress reliever, very funny and light. It's the total opposite of Tyra's show I'm telling you. Before Michael Jackson passed away, everytime people would ask me who's that one person i'd like to meet before i die, I would always say Michael Jackson. But now it seems that i'll be seeing him after i die. So now that he's gone, my choice became Ellen. Yes, she beats Oprah... any day! I love her.  Anyway, that's it. I just had to share the good news. :) GOOOOD MORNING !

For 6 years, I have kept this part of my life from everyone. For 6 years, I have been working hard for someone besides myself. For 6 years, I have been inspired and driven because of someone. For 6 years, SHE has been my joy and my blessing. For 6 years, I have been battling with fears of not being accepted and being under a bad light.  For 6 years, I have been affirming myself that eventually... when the time comes, i will open this up to my world. And now, after 6 years.... I have decided that it's time.  I'm here revealing and admitting to what some people have already confirmed on their own while some have already known, years back. The biggest chapter of my life that I kept hidden for a long time, finally out! I guess I don't have to explain everything in detail. All I want to say is that I am proud of who I am and what i've become and I believe that it's about time to clear the air. It was my choice not to tell just anyone. I wanted to keep that part of my life as private as possible considering not everyone is as understanding as some. I didn't want that special chapter to be violated and feasted on.  I knew people were talking about it, most of them who gossiped about it are those who have not really been my biggest fans while some are actually those who i considered my friends. They never did confront me or assure me, instead acting deaf dumb and blind in front of me but saying a million bashful words behind me was probably their way of being such good friends to me... Which, i have to say, was hurtful to watch! Don't get me wrong, I am not at all affected by it anymore - and it's besides my point here. I gotta admit, I used to cry about it. But, as i got older, I've accepted that there are people who could be this mean - but it doesn't mean that they were born this way...  these people have not been through much to be able to understand my challenging disposition. I can't blame them and i can't force them to empathize with me.

For 6 years, I have kept this part of my life from everyone. For 6 years, I have been working hard for someone besides myself. For 6 years, I have been inspired and driven because of someone. For 6 years, SHE has been my joy and my blessing. For 6 years, I have been battling with fears of not being accepted and being under a bad light.  For 6 years, I have been affirming myself that eventually... when the time comes, i will open this up to my world. And now, after 6 years.... I have decided that it's time.  I'm here revealing and admitting to what some people have already confirmed on their own while some have already known, years back. The biggest chapter of my life that I kept hidden for a long time, finally out! I guess I don't have to explain everything in detail. All I want to say is that I am proud of who I am and what i've become and I believe that it's about time to clear the air. It was my choice not to tell just anyone. I wanted to keep that part of my life as private as possible considering not everyone is as understanding as some. I didn't want that special chapter to be violated and feasted on.  I knew people were talking about it, most of them who gossiped about it are those who have not really been my biggest fans while some are actually those who i considered my friends. They never did confront me or assure me, instead acting deaf dumb and blind in front of me but saying a million bashful words behind me was probably their way of being such good friends to me... Which, i have to say, was hurtful to watch! Don't get me wrong, I am not at all affected by it anymore - and it's besides my point here. I gotta admit, I used to cry about it. But, as i got older, I've accepted that there are people who could be this mean - but it doesn't mean that they were born this way...  these people have not been through much to be able to understand my challenging disposition. I can't blame them and i can't force them to empathize with me.