RindatheSaint

I saw the flag for the first time in my life, and it was a very beautiful scene, yet I sounded like someone with a crush, and now I really want to stop this obsession forever

I never cared for the Palestinian cause nor believed it is my cause no matter how much religiously I'm told to care for it, they never cared about my problems, my race so why should I, and to witness the way Arabs discriminates against blacks in this region by myself, feeling discriminated in the media, everywhere made me less interested in supporting anything. I never did in my life, unlike the masses around me. Yet, the two issues are separated, and my obsession got nothing to do with daily Arab racism, against me and my people

Then came this incident when I was in Egypt with my father and my sis, I was hoping to see their flag, so they drove me as close to their embassy their, they all laughed and acknowledged that I sounded like a teenage girl with a crush, which was really embarrassing. Still, the fact remains I never had in me to hate anyone based on their religion, beven if God tells me they're evil

I believe only meeting a mean Jewish or Israeli guy can save me from this love/curse, and then came the whole darfur thing, which made me love them even more

My bro would even say how friendly they are when he chats with them in the street, or his landlord, but what's that got to do with me and why I cannot see anything evil in them, and I do not understand myself anymore

I haven't met many of them, and the only ones I've seen in my life were religious folks walking down the street, being young and naive, I would go hide in nearby shops scared, even though they hardly looked at anyone and were always so peaceful

How much you say they are bad, evil, monsters and enemies, and how many horrible pictures you put on TV screens, nothing changes my love for them, and I don't know why

In my case, it has been a Jewish Obsession for a while now, which has made me emotionally distracted and believes it's time to end it

In our family, between the three of us, my younger sis and my elder bro, it was a habit to get obsessed with something over a period of time

In our family, between the three of us, my younger sis and my elder bro, we'd have a habit of getting obessed with something during our life

Talking about losing my fear of heights

It's Dark in here... :-0, (I'm Rinda, I'm 27 years old and Im from the Sudan)

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