I hope you’re having a good Thanksgiving baby. I miss you so fucking much right now. I can’t wait to finally see you again. You will really be a sight for sore eyes. i can’t stop thinking about you and wrapping my arms around you again. i love you with all my heart. i hope [...]

i dont even know where to start. i love you tina. i know my words seem hollow to you right now. im sorry for ever hurting you. i cant get mad at anyone but myself. im tired of wishing everything was different or better…i just got to make it better. im sorry its been taking [...]

i love you. im lost. i dont know what im doing. i need to get my shit together. i dont want to lose you. i dont. i hope you’re doing okay baby. you will always be my other half. i hope you know that. i really need to talk to you. i hate being so [...]

I miss you like crazy. i think you fell asleep somewhere during Dirty Dancing. I just wish I was holding you. I miss doing that. holding you when you’d fall asleep in my arms. I wish I could lean over and kiss you right now. My nieces are here (along with my brother and Karen) [...]

I had put this on the blog before, but never realized it was a cover of a Pretenders song. I can’t stop thinking about you Tina. I hate going to sleep without you. I hate waking up without you. We’re supposed to be together. Now and for as long as you want me.
I [...]

I can’t stop thinking about you. and how we were together this time last year. how we were together just a few months ago. that seems like ages ago. just more proof of how much we really should be together right now. my heart longs to be with you constantly. i never stop missing you. [...]

I miss you. I can’t stop thinking about how we should be together right now. about how we were together this time last year. fuck. this sucks so much. i think im going to smoke my last cig then go to sleep. i dont feel like being up. i miss you. tons. i hope you [...]

I miss you. I miss you miss you MISS YOU!!! Number one, I hate being away from you. I hate being apart from you. I hate not being able to hop into my car and drive over to see my girlfriend. my other half. the woman i want to spend the rest of my life [...]

I miss you. I feel awful. another night and another night of me getting stuck again. im sorry. i know you hate this. and it makes it worse that my phone isnt working. i feel bad for that too. i wish i was there with you. i really do. i’d rather be laying there with [...]

Awww, i was supposed to blog this last night but ended up conking out early. I think before 11pm my time. lol. so im blogging it now. I miss you. i fucking miss you like crazy. You don’t know how badly i wish i was there right now. everyday, not just right now. i’d take [...]

I miss you. I miss you like crazy Tina. I feel like we haven’t talked in forever. And now my stupid phone will more than likely be off tomorrow. I’ve been up all night trying to get a few sites finished. Hopefully I can finish them in the morning and I’ll be able to sell [...]

I hope you’re sleeping well baby. I was up for a little bit. Mostly working on stuff and trying to scan some old pics. I got some from when I was about 15 or 16. hehe…maybe 17 but i look super young in these pics. I’ll add them to the blog once I finally scan [...]

I miss you. Oh shit. I swear I was blogging this lst night then Cam woke up and I feel asleep. Fuck. This was supposed to be up when you got up in the morning. I swear. We had just got done watching the movie and I thinkI wrote I miss you and ended up [...]

I fell asleep earlier and then woke up a little while ago to smoke a cig. lol. i should’ve just got some water. Anyways, I hope you had a good evening sweetie. I just wish I was there with you. I fucking miss you Tina. I miss you like crazy. I NEEEEEEEEED to feel [...]

Only fitting I’d put a Brad Paisley song for the SotD. I wanted to put the Then/Twilight Video but I think I put that song a few times last month in the blog. Well…once and a few times the month before. I miss you. I really am just lost without you. I know you’re not [...]

I miss you. I hate feeling 2,400 miles away. I hate waking up without you. That was one of the best things when I was there, with you. was waking up with you. i love being with you. having you there. just being able to touch you and hold you whenever i wanted. whenever you [...]

Hi. i miss you. i miss kissing you. i miss holding you until you would fall asleep in my arms. i miss knowing that you were safe and warm…and plus i could just lean over and kiss you whenever i wanted to. i miss that too. i really hope you feel better sweetie. i know [...]

Were sending good night messages right now…but i just wanted to post this song i was going to post earlier. but you’re very distracting and i almost forgot. hehe. i love you with all my heart Tina. 
I was just gonna add the song…but I like the scene. it’s sweet and it makes me miss you [...]

I’m sorry about falling asleep last night. My head was all spinny and i tried to get some fresh air to clear it…and i thought i closed my eyes for just a min but that just a min was for a few hours. Im gonna try to get a new phone today. Hopefully. Because this [...]

I think I watch Nick and Norah just as much as we watch Twilight. Hehe. I dunno…it’s just sweet. They’re both sweet dorks who are perfect for each other, like us. Hehe. I love you dork  
Really. You’re my everything, my all. I told you that while we were watching Twilight, but it’s true. [...]