since last time got heat 2 weeks ago, i enjoyed kindergarten life so far so much. every night its fixedly game time. dad and me passed through many breathtaking moments with those great pc games. i also pick the habit to watch baby program on CCTV-1, a Chinese monopoly media company, which totally banned animations from overseas. dad frequently sneers the quality of domestic baby channels, but we really don't have rich options. via some downloadable p2p source dad got some Taiwanese baby educational dvds, which had been my favorite videos in the past, but now lagging Internet download speed under Chinese Internet dogs' filtering forced us to choose, on which we don't regard favorable with newer update from the publication comparing games. however, that sorry news don't upset me a lot. creative mind and variable entertainments don't leave me a second. dad now enjoy games very much, and sometimes i can leave him alone to game. but i still need to ask him to launch game, for if he can choose from the world he waiting for and the virtual world of game, he always choose the former. its a long time when i waiting for my google wave, but its too soon to see it grows into ripe. the speed of communication on Internet likely turns more concurrent, google wave surely shown the trend, but still its public page/url based allow more solitary and worthwhile consolidation of knowledge and its improvements. looking into its future, i really feel quite bright. it rightly paves the gap between blog and instant message, results into a moderner publication media. Ok, its a nice morning. my feet turn cold in several days. last night i got heat again. so this morning the grandma again came over to watch me at home. dad hope i recover soon. so is the world of mine. From Baby son's works updatemy crayon impression: weeds growing. From Heading toward peace&gracewatching dvd. View allGet your own View all Get your own           See and

these days mostly sunny days, with warm air and enlightening sun ray. this week i enjoyed my working space a lot: with twitter updates in view, and instant message of most accounts ready at fingertip. what's most exciting, i got google voice for 3 family google accounts, in the cheat of American user. even now i don't have a single friend outside of inland, i still felt quite contented with the powerful tool google offers. i in view the day China united with the freedom world in borderless clearly. i envision China can be a interesting and respectable partner of the fruitful Christian culture.also we got quite some social sites interwoven. i finished the needed authentication to let post to my facebook, twitter via 3rd part tools, like seesmic or brizzly, both too nice to miss. i see its quite right to make full use of this kind of posting against spying eye from day to day harsh China surveillance. the world of cyberspace merging into coherence while China authority tries all its means to separate China from the world democracy, Chinese to global citizen.this week we less gamed, for after experience so many breathtaking large games, baby son and me both loathed to try less interesting games, or small games. but a recent release, "De blob", attracted him 2 nights. he gamed it alone. we also picked his favorite game, "Cloudy with a Chance of Meat Balls", we made progress in once dead lock in another large game.its a peaceful warm winter afternoon now. i didn't saw the tall girl in QRRS for 2 days, in the rush time of QRRS, my once and long time employer, a state-owned enterprise. last time when i shown my salute from my office window, she abrupt cut way to the other side of the road just under my window with her female companion. i see its a signal of her loath of waiting and being watched. the coming 2 days i busy in office, missing the rush time people's flow outside of the lane. i really don't intend to do anything, i trust God to bring me my beloved. and by the w

these days i was attracted by recent larger games very much. visiting uncle accompany me playing these games. dad latest also join me to play and thankful for gaming is his long time dream. we never try online game, but dad hope i can enjoy them when i grow up and independent. these days i also join kindergarten. mom chose senting me to dad's once employer's subside kindergarten, for it runs for quite some years and the facilities strong. we also got grant from the company, as part of its employee's wellfare. i so far don't loathe to join my class every morning. Ok, now i suggest my recent photos of my bath. dad don't miss any chance to make record of my activites, for as he once told me, he just want never regret for the passing of golden times in our lives, for i m so brilliant. From Baby Son Bathed In Late Autumn Halobaby bathed at home in warm late Autumn From Baby Son Bathed In Late Autumn Halobaby watching his mom gaming and enjoy team gaming. View allGet your own more of my bath.           See and download the full gallery on posterous Home| Linkbook| Album| iStream| eCard| Profile

these days dad started to try larger and newer games, now that we r equipped a powerful notebook, an Acer AS4736g. dad like the game "Front line: fuel of war" at once, but he likes to play with right mood, while i always insatiable for completing a games in a puff. so later i finished the game with my visiting uncle, let dad at a loss. these days i also tried using scissor to cut paper. i retouched my paintings posted by dad last time, with ease paste icons. so here dad again publish them. OK, its time for sports. mom asked me to haunt outside with football now. hope dad got his girls sooner. i love to see his new family with all his favorite hostess. From warrenzh's works baby's work. Home| Linkbook| Album| iStream| eCard| Profile

Posted by    benzrad zhu  to  benzyrnill, set to fly, like dragon fly... Embedded media -- click here to see it. baby son bathed in warm Autumn dusk from be21zh on Vimeo .    baby just haunted outside with his grandma, while i busy with posting his recent paintings, as well as my recent photos.then his mother bathed him even there is a boy student receiving ema's tutorial here. i dislike ema don't pay attention to privacy but God shows me it doesn't matter.its a warm Autumn dusk, bright and dry sunshine through the window of our balcony cast a loveable and moving family peace in the house.   Ps: i also just got showered in public bathroom. a nice weekend. visit this album on google picasaweb . View this post » Leave a comment » View allGet your ownView allGet your own Home| Linkbook| Album| iStream| eCard| Profile

ema suggested to haunt Lun River after all her pupils left. i hesitated but couldn't let baby alone. so we together launched. in the river baby really had a good time! he enjoyed the water so much! i kept on shot. neighbors likely including some evils and dogs surveillance us. one of 2 men babbled and claimed too brutal, just let us know. God sees the beautiful scene! for youtube banned in China for a long time, i had found other video hosting site to post my video of baby playing in the river. so i found vimeo, and registered some family frequent accounts. but this moment access to it unstable, China surveillance likely dog chasing after us and ruin any way i can make use of. however, this video is available, as vimeo email to report me this message. the dark over China Internet sky really sick and thick nowadays. i bet its resolved with the collapse of dictation in China, the dogged land and my vested kingdom from God and my ancestor. view our happy moment with water in Lun river of Heilongjiang, a tour of an hour bus from ema's house, aside the city of Qiqihar. http://www.vimeo.com/5830120 the same movie hosted on flickr, shorten for the site's limit on length of movie. http://www.flickr.com/apps/video/stewart.swf?v=71377 http://picasaweb.google.com/benzillar/NewTrackAfterReunited#5364025922584177570 http://picasaweb.google.com/benzillar/NewTrackAfterReunited#5364024672350407250 visit recent album including our happy time in Lun river, at google: http://picasaweb.google.com/benzillar/NewTrackAfterReunited bye, all my beloved, time left for us is bounty while words between us is peculiar. join me my beloved, sooner the better.  1 of 3 Home| Linkbook| Album| iStream| eCard| Profile

the thunder storm descended twice in 2 days. its appearance very shocking and terrifying. endless thunder, echoing great sound, and heavily rains. i love the rain very much. it all began after my baby bird left my sight and join her family who got her again after the baby bird likely fell from its nest. neighbor wife told me and i caged her. after fed her 3 or 4 times, she still struggle to leave the cage so i release her and watched till her parents join her.
God bless my bird, who so smart and cute. these

yesterday is a cloudy day first, i busy with reading and blogging. after noon i quit from notebook and dozed awhile on bed. when i missing years in Nankai Univ., where i met Masheng from heavenly, it drizzled, outside of my surprise. in the night i sms exchanged a lot with a facebook friend girl, who from Guangdong, south China but now study in Shanghai. it later turned into a love letter. the rain continued all night. in the mornign today i continued to ask the girl about my love and possible marriage. she

old time, past time, gold time. i forever cherish it. i witness the God in this family, in this world.

old time, past time, gold time. i forever cherish it. i witness the God in this family, in this world.

its second rain in my stay in my hometown village, zhudajiu, Hubei Prov., China. the villagers, esp. the evils, brewing violence this moment, against my dad's claiming of the land from our ancestor of the Emperor of Ming Dynasty.

my dad's old house had been surrounded by evil minded follower villagers. but the most precious asset, the broad front yard paved by mostly large stones, made by my dad when he worked, is almost intact even the front side sliding under evil power. here is the introduction.

yesterday almost a tiny sunny day. the Internet access via lan proxy all down, likely the switch or router on nearest join point disconnect my wire. and my sites, including homepage on google pages (http://www.be21zh.org ) and on my domain registrar godaddy (http://be21zh.org ), my blogs on blogger (http://benzillar.blogspot.com or http://songdod.blogspot.com ), my google app engines on appspot ( http://forum.be21zh.org orhttp://app21zh.appspot.com ), my google apps sites under my custom domain mapping ( ht

these days i a bit idle, waiting for something. ema reconciled and did her part of duty swiftily. i sorted my stuff and prepared for something. Yesterday is International Women's Day, ema claimed we will dine out near 5 pm. a cop on his bike awaiting just outside of the garden near emakingir's house, and left before we arrived the cross of the road he stood. i shot some photos in meal. when we left a single female departing before us and let me doubting if she wanted to show me something. the night was peac

since last time i scorned his mom when we went to public bathroom, his mother refused to go to public bathroom with me. the old larger basin also broken. this time his mom bought a new basin and baby got chance to enjoy more water in bath.

we had a good time when baby bathing.

on last Saturday, we hanged Qiqihar Yibai supermarket, where baby son played in baby zone. i treated them with feature snacks of Chinese different places with aid from my kingdom. baby complained time too short even we lingered ther

its a sunny afternoon. baby's mother suggested haunting outside and baby glad to go. i dozed in the morning for boring, so i also join them. players not too many there, while baby dauntless stumbled on the ice ground. he learned to walk first, and indeed walked well. he in average can walk 100 m or so without falling. we really pround of him.

baby played kicking with his mom. i tried my first rechargeable battery pack on my camera. so nice!

we enjoyed our reunited after last time i scorned and cursed baby.

we had a good time in the night. in day time we went shopping and haunted KFC, all of us felt glad.

the grandma shifted her old family to join ema's home. the grandma cooked the banquete. its a nice day.