Ok, if you read my hubbies blog then you will understand why I have neglected writing about our crazy life. Just when I feel that I'm getting a handle on things, someone else has a different plan. I wish I knew why I am being delt the hand I am holding. I guess in time I will. I have to say that living in the valley in no fun. It is full worry, sleepless nights, anxiotiy, and frustration. I am sure that counciling is in my future.Anyway, life goes on and we are gearing up for the holidays. I are headed to Missouri next week to see our families and have alittle break. It will be short but worth it. My mom's home cooking, going to great grandpa's farm to see the cows, seeing my brother and sister, and getting to see Dan's side of the family as well. I one thing I dread is the drive with the kiddos. We are driving at night so hopefully they will sleep.I am excited about a ladies small group that we are starting in Dec. I know that the timing is odd, but we have been working on getting everyone together for so long that we wanted to meet before the new year. Here is the study we are doing.more about "I'm Back!!!!!!!!!!!!!", posted with vodpodI just love Beth Moore. I saw her a couple of years ago at a Ministers wives conference she did and it was amazing. She talked about fear and it was just what I needed. I was a new mom at the time and she really spoke to my heart. I am excited to go through this study of Esther with my girls. I really need to feed my mind and heart after the last 15 months of just struggling through everyday