yesterday is a cloudy day first, i busy with reading and blogging. after noon i quit from notebook and dozed awhile on bed. when i missing years in Nankai Univ., where i met Masheng from heavenly, it drizzled, outside of my surprise. in the night i sms exchanged a lot with a facebook friend girl, who from Guangdong, south China but now study in Shanghai. it later turned into a love letter. the rain continued all night. in the mornign today i continued to ask the girl about my love and possible marriage. she defied it. i then sorted my recent photos and video, esp. this morning of the drizzle. now i was left alone with my cool world of waiting and solitary. that's fine.