I think you are my little close friend and you used to be my friend 'cause you always gave me a hand.
I think we are friends because we used to share same thoughts, same feelings about some issues.
I think I can understand you and so do you. But I'm wrong. I think you respect me as I do. But you don't.
I have been trying to hide away my feelings about you. I have been trying to adjust my life style because I know that you really don't like it. But day by day, I also realize that I am trying to stay away from you and that I'm not your close friend anymore...
Perhaps I made some mistakes because I let you be so close to me. If we still kept distance as we did on the first days we knew each other, maybe we would be good friends forever. And this is also another mistake because if there is distance between us, we can't be close friends.
Sometime, I may hurt you in some ways, even though I don't intend to do so. But many times, I also felt hurt deeply inside. Can we be friends if we hurt each other more frequently?
Just because I made some mistakes. Again.
"It only takes a few seconds to hurt people you love, and it takes years to heal."
Of course, I know. And so do you.