its a bright afternoon. baby recently got a cold and pumph and a doctor even warn irregular

sound in his heart. yesterday i was melt in sorrow and merciness. but today he still so

naughty and sound. he recently frequently demands cares with cries, which quite annoying,

including his mother upset with his cries. i enjoyed the cyberspace presence very much. but

after got wired the office pc, i sometimes on the contrast lose right mood to busy with the

internet, instead, felt boring into doze and tears, resulting frequent doze in the moring.

however, when i was full of energy, i enjoyed the web as usual and always be agile on

posting and comment on web.
this afternoon was too bright to miss. ema busy with tutoring and earning all day while i

dozed all the morning and sat in front of pc all afternoon. so ema suggested bringing baby

outside before dusk. i didn't went outside with baby since i was sent to my hometown for

ailment in the same month of last year. we visited the place around our home, the southern

sports yard and south park. the scenery was the same except some folks refused to nod me for

my illness. its almost half and a year after my brought my baby haunting the places in

jungle of losing thoughts in the turbulent moment before i felt into asylum at my hometown

in Hubei Prov. central China.
i love the game of being mad, and being recovered. i see God's call in it. i love my baby

and my peaceful life so far. no matter what a thunder ahead, i see and under God's shine.