Well I know I haven’t blogged in awhile but I thought this hilarious but poignant video fits well to start things off right.  My life is pretty much getting define and a path is opening up in front of me.  A lot of things happen this year that didn’t go quite exactly as planned.  I have to apologize to my uber friend Winfield greatly - I’m grateful to have as such awesome friend (terrorist fist jab coming your way).  I know the trip to Japan means a lot to him and cause him some grief in the apartment fiasco.  Think everyone has their “Darth Vader” moment and I hope to make lemons out of lemonade or vice versa…. eh it is a stupid saying but I think you get the point lol.  I’m really a happy go lucky guy and know I have potential in me to do great things but I admit I am lacking drive but working on getting back on track.  I have to find my motivation again in whatever that maybe and do my best.  Only in hindsight do I see that everything is working out for the best in not working out but that could be just my ability to make the best out of any situation.So what has changed since I last posted?  Even though my life to seem have picked off from where I left off, I can see a lot of things from a different light and perspective.  My dreams are still there and just have to think of a better way to shoot for them.  Reaching the goal isn’t a priority but I have to try no matter how daunting it seems.  Knowing that I haven’t given it my all, I will always think back and regret if I just give up now.  I have to be realistic but life is way too important to be taken seriously.  Playing it safe and doing what is easy isn’t living to me.  So what am I’m shooting for here? What does the future hold for me? Honestly, I don’t really care to know or feel the desire to plan so far ahead of myself.  I’ve done that before and it leads to disappointment if things don’t work out.  I’m going to do what comes naturally to me and wait ...